Tag: 3boysandme
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Mom life…
I’ve been thinking a lot about this lately. Am I screwing up as a mom? Are my mental health and physical health issues affecting them? Can they feel the tension in our marriage? I don’t want my boys to feel the way I did as I kid. I want them to know how loved they…
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Hopeful
Once upon a time, there was a young girl who was hopeful. She dreamed of a world filled with laughter, smiles, and just pure happiness. Then reality hit. The world was not a kind place. The whispers, the taunts, the meanness started. The world is a cruel place . It wasn’t like her books were…
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It’s been awhile
I haven’t written anything in a really long time. It’s not that I haven’t wanted to. I just couldn’t bring myself to write. My whole being has been in turmoil. I’m struggling to climb out of this dark hole. I know, I know, you are thinking this woman is full of it. She is always…
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The one about family!
Once upon a time, I thought that family meant everything. I thought that family would always care. Boy, was I wrong! You see, just because you are blood related to someone, that doesn’t mean they truly have your best interests at heart. It doesn’t mean anything, to be honest. Family dynamics change just like friendship…
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Rough week!
I’m having a hard time putting into words my feelings. I’m angry, Lost, Lonely, Frustrated And just done! I’m not getting any answers. I keep getting sent to new doctors. No one brings up nutrition or mental health. They just keep looking at me like I’m crazy. I’m going to take matters into my own…
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Stress, anxiety and the holidays.
The holidays are tough for everyone and cause so much unnecessary stress. For me, it’s amplified because I have to navigate two holidays and deal with the family expectations. This year, Christmas and Hanukkah are close together, which most people would think, ok, that makes it easier. Not for me. It would be easier for…
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It’s not temporary
Yesterday, a tragedy happened. A well loved celebrity passed due to suicide. Yesterday, the whole world exploded with posting about being kind and checking on your friends. And my heart broke because the reality is this won’t last. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I am going through something that is painful and hard for…
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Expectations
Being a parent is hard, mom, dad, doesn’t matter it’s just hard. Then add in the holiday season and it’s just harder. You want to make everything magical and perfect but circumstances get in the way. This holiday season is going to be difficult and different. We can’t do things the way we have always…
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Cry for help? Maybe?
You know some people would find this blog a cry for help! Maybe it is? I don’t know. What I do know is that it’s therapy for me. A way to get out the deep feelings I have. The ones I’ll too afraid to express verbally. When you get told often enough that your feelings…
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Underwater
It’s a weird feeling, the one where you are constantly feeling like you are underwater. The world is always muffled to me and it’s unsettling. You would think I would be used to it by now since I’ve been living my life like this forever but I’m not. I am hearing impaired and despite wearing…
3 boys and me 