3 boys and me

I’m having a hard time putting into words my feelings.

I’m angry,

Lost,

Lonely,

Frustrated

And just done!

I’m not getting any answers. I keep getting sent to new doctors. No one brings up nutrition or mental health. They just keep looking at me like I’m crazy.

I’m going to take matters into my own hands. Clean up my nutrition more. Keep working on my mental health and try to dig myself out of this hole.

There is one thing that is hurting this process though and that’s having an spouse that doesn’t support me. Who yells at me because I can’t eat gluten. Who makes me feel like a piece of shit because I’m having a bad pain day. Who is never home to help me with all the stuff our boys need.

I’m over being married. I’m over being unhappy. I just want peace and to be left alone! Ok end rant! This post will only be on here because I can’t handle the backlash!